august

aaaaah fasting month... i try so hard not to lose some weight, but i try to gain some weight. i have nothing to do on this fasting month. you know, i'm not a moeslim. oh yeaa i can't wait for 4 september 2009 (i should've celebrate my 2 years anniversary with my boyfriend), preparing for study day at college, getting ready to face this new semester (WHICH I'M SO NOT READY YET. fyi, i still can't wake up early lol), and maybe just take metime...

one more thing, my relationship does sucks, you know. especially when it gone too far or has been too long to remember when the last time you're single and having fun. it's already 23 months, man. and crap, still sucks. now i think it's being so really really complicated. OMFG. what can i do for this? ok so what much can i say?

all those fights and cries, we're only getting bad, aren't we?
i'm still waiting for miracle that will not come.

am i wrong?
no i am not.

i think i'll crazy 'cause all this shit thingy, so please pray for me folks.
anyway, happy fasting month! thanksssss for read this :D :D


xoxo, mrg.